> Jesus pulled similar tactic at his trial. Did not work for him.

I'm sick of hearing about Jesus's big sacrifice, as if suffering for a few days on earth isn't worth a full-time pass to heaven. The guy knew where he was heading, back home to his father - the heavenly father of us all. Everyone else who was crucified back then went through far worse than Jesus because they all thought they were going to hell if they were going anywhere. Just knowing he was heaven bound had to make Jesus's two or three day suffermentation ordeal not so tough to go through.

Though he thirsts on the cross
Soon he will be sipping wine from the gold paved streets of heaven

On Monday, November 1, 2021 at 8:27:23 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > Jesus pulled similar tactic at his trial. Did not work for him.
> I'm sick of hearing about Jesus's big sacrifice, as if suffering for a few days on earth isn't worth a full-time pass to heaven. The guy knew where he was heading, back home to his father - the heavenly father of us all. Everyone else who was crucified back then went through far worse than Jesus because they all thought they were going to hell if they were going anywhere.. Just knowing he was heaven bound had to make Jesus's two or three day suffermentation ordeal not so tough to go through.
>
> Though he thirsts on the cross
> Soon he will be sipping wine from the gold paved streets of heaven

Jesus grew up in a dysfunctional household. He may not have been the first of the last but he is pretty famous.

> Jesus grew up in a dysfunctional household. He may not have been the first of the last but he is pretty famous.

Fame is the son of fame. I give the guy credit, but not as much as his promoters. Some promote him for money, others because they were born in households with his pictures on the wall. But I take nothing away from the Christ, nothing at all. I am not envious of his fame. Sure, I set out at the start thinking one day I'd overtake him Beatles style, but I realize now that was not meant to be. It was not God's will. It was God's will that his son Jesus become famous to solidify the credo that spawned our world of life, the "All in the Family" credo.

> Jesus grew up in a dysfunctional household. He may not have been the first of the last but he is pretty famous.

At last, just in time. You had me responding to Ras there, so lost and alone was I in the newsgroup world till you just now showed up. Incredible how sometimes, more than usual I am beginning to believe, we find ourselves posting into the group at the very same time, such as right now, with me right behind you, going slow on purpose, letting your posts build and build to give me more stuff to respond to in my usual way, quick but at the same time long winded and convoluted. But no matter how long, no matter how many detours I take with my words, no matter how bored you become with them, you read on, hoping, yearning, looking for and expecting a gem of knowledge and insight to pop up for you to fully abzzzzzorB into your vibrant rollicking brain bag.

On Tuesday, November 2, 2021 at 5:17:48 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > Jesus grew up in a dysfunctional household. He may not have been the first of the last but he is pretty famous.
> At last, just in time. You had me responding to Ras there, so lost and alone was I in the newsgroup world till you just now showed up. Incredible how sometimes, more than usual I am beginning to believe, we find ourselves posting into the group at the very same time, such as right now, with me right behind you, going slow on purpose, letting your posts build and build to give me more stuff to respond to in my usual way, quick but at the same time long winded and convoluted. But no matter how long, no matter how many detours I take with my words, no matter how bored you become with them, you read on, hoping, yearning, looking for and expecting a gem of knowledge and insight to pop up for you to fully abzzzzzorB into your vibrant rollicking brain bag.

My schedule is non existent. Up and down at all hours. Been having long dreams uninteruppted by going to work.

> My schedule is non existent. Up and down at all hours. Been having long dreams uninteruppted by going to work.

Hilarious. Imagine seeing that on the news: "Retiree kills self following work-oriented dream interruptions!"

When I finally managed to get them to kick me out of school I used to wake up every day with a start. It went on a few weeks till I settled in. I'd wake up in a panic, as if late for school, not wanting to face any conflict.. It took me a while to realize I was free. Free to do what I had always wanted to do - nothing.

On 11/3/2021 8:08 PM, Thomas Joseph wrote:
>
>> My schedule is non existent. Up and down at all hours. Been having long dreams uninteruppted by going to work.
>
> Hilarious. Imagine seeing that on the news: "Retiree kills self following work-oriented dream interruptions!"
>
> When I finally managed to get them to kick me out of school I used to wake up every day with a start. It went on a few weeks till I settled in. I'd wake up in a panic, as if late for school, not wanting to face any conflict. It took me a while to realize I was free. Free to do what I had always wanted to do - nothing.
>

You're going to love death.

Are Negros Closer to Apes Than to Humans?

----------------------------------------------------------

That Question Should Be Directed To The Jews
Who Almost Totally Controlled The Slave Trade
In The Americas. The Other Minor Players Were
The Catholics (John Wilkes Booth, John Surratt).

THE SLAVER JEWS CLASSIFY THEM AS APES.

B.T.W. -- EVERY FORM OF ANTI-WHITE PROPAGANDA
IS BEING FOISTED AND CREATED BY THE JEWS.
JEWS ADMIT TO KIDNAPPING WHITE CHILDREN
AND TAKING THEM DOWN UNDER THE
SYNAGOGUES AND DRAINGING THEIR BLOOD,
AND THEN SELLING THEIR CORPSES FOR MEAT.

Are Negros Closer to Apes Than to Humans?

----------------------------------------------------------

That Question Should Be Directed To The Jews
Who Almost Totally Controlled The Slave Trade
In The Americas. The Other Minor Players Were
The Catholics (John Wilkes Booth, John Surratt).

THE SLAVER JEWS CLASSIFY THEM AS APES.

B.T.W. -- EVERY FORM OF ANTI-WHITE PROPAGANDA
IS BEING FOISTED AND CREATED BY THE JEWS.
JEWS ADMIT TO KIDNAPPING WHITE CHILDREN
AND TAKING THEM DOWN UNDER THE
SYNAGOGUES AND DRAINGING THEIR BLOOD,
AND THEN SELLING THEIR CORPSES FOR MEAT.

Judith Latham wrote:
Thomas Joseph wrote:

> When I finally managed to get them to kick me out of school I used to wake up every day with a start. It went on a few weeks till I settled in. I'd wake up in a panic, as if late for school, not wanting to face any conflict.. It took me a while to realize I was free. Free to do what I had always wanted to do - nothing.

> You're going to love death.

Maybe, maybe not. We will likely never know. I will miss breathing, that's for sure - at least at first. Maybe after a while you get used to it. Or is it a panic attack for eternity? We don't know. But yes, I do love the feeling of hovering near death, but with some sense of control, a non heroin addict's way of achieving the main goal which is to be as close to death as possible without giving up the luxury of breathing.

FIFTEEN ?

ANOTHER TOTAL FU*KING LIE FROM BOZO (boso) SMILKSTEIN HIDEOUS UGLY KIKE.

SMILKSTEIN'S SOCK-PUPPET "thomas joseph"

GO BACK TO HELL SMILKSTEIN !

On Tuesday, October 26, 2021 at 5:55:06 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > My parents had fifteen of us; giving them to poor people.

On Saturday, November 6, 2021 at 9:06:28 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> Judith Latham wrote:
> Thomas Joseph wrote:
>
> > When I finally managed to get them to kick me out of school I used to wake up every day with a start. It went on a few weeks till I settled in. I'd wake up in a panic, as if late for school, not wanting to face any conflict. It took me a while to realize I was free. Free to do what I had always wanted to do - nothing.
>
> > You're going to love death.
> Maybe, maybe not. We will likely never know. I will miss breathing, that's for sure - at least at first. Maybe after a while you get used to it. Or is it a panic attack for eternity? We don't know. But yes, I do love the feeling of hovering near death, but with some sense of control, a non heroin addict's way of achieving the main goal which is to be as close to death as possible without giving up the luxury of breathing.

The living act so superior in the face of death. Laughing at funerals, whistling past the graveyard. I know it will not be funny for the living when I get through with death.

> The living act so superior in the face of death. Laughing at funerals, whistling past the graveyard. I know it will not be funny for the living when I get through with death.

I am going to die and then I am going to wait. For you. For anyone who crossed me when I was alive. You will be facing me on my turf now. I know the ropes down here. Do you? I doubt it. We faced off alive. You won once, I won once. A draw. The rubber match will be held "downtown."

On Monday, November 15, 2021 at 6:03:03 PM UTC-5, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > The living act so superior in the face of death. Laughing at funerals, whistling past the graveyard. I know it will not be funny for the living when I get through with death.
> I am going to die and then I am going to wait. For you. For anyone who crossed me when I was alive. You will be facing me on my turf now. I know the ropes down here. Do you? I doubt it. We faced off alive. You won once, I won once. A draw. The rubber match will be held "downtown."

The real fight for life starts when you are dead. Round 1

> The real fight for life starts when you are dead. Round 1

LOL. "Ding!" What you say is not only true, it is the very heart of my life/death philosophy. It was what I know death is all about - a fight for life. I know that deep within. And guess what, so does everyone else. We all know why we're here, because we "made it", we made it out of the ground. We came back to breathe and eat. And every time we die we will go through it again. Yes, this is like a boxing match, but it doesn't end with a knockout or after 15 rounds. Every time you die, that's another round. But the rounds go on forever. This is a fight for life for eternity.

All the way man, all the fucking way