> I don't trust Nolte. There is something about him I think is dishonest. he acts tough but I think he is a commie punk.

LOL - Not, "I don't like Nolte", it's "I don't trust Nolte", as if you know him personally and have dealt with him directly. But it's funny. You're talking actors with a friend with this one and that one being mentioned along with, "Yeah, I don't mind that guy", or, "I hate that fucking guy's stuff." But never have I heard, "I don't trust him." That's a funny one. "Why? Why don't you like him?" ---- "I just don't trust him, that's all."

He's after me, I know it!

> I don't trust Nolte. There is something about him I think is dishonest. he acts tough but I think he is a commie punk.

"Something about him." He's an actor, that's the something about him. I mean a guy who works his craft, talks about it all the time, sacrifices for his audience by gaining or losing large amounts of weight to tackle roles few have the guts to even think about. When he did the "Down and Out in Beverly Hills" movie, he went weeks without bathing to get into character. I actually read that. He was seen wandering around in public looking lost and delusional. He was getting into character - in public. I read that even after the film was over he remained in character for some time. Not saying I believe everything I read about these fuckers, but I don't doubt it either. But the way you said you didn't trust him made me laugh. I saw it as more of a personal thing, like the guy is following you. Like you go to see one of his movies - not because he's in it, you just happen to be there - and at some point for some reason you feel compelled to turn around in your theater seat, and you do, and there he is, Nolte sitting right behind you, gazing hypnotically into the back of your skull the whole time.
Ever do that in school, stare at the back of someone's head to see if you could get them to turn around?

On Friday, October 15, 2021 at 4:06:51 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > I don't trust Nolte. There is something about him I think is dishonest. he acts tough but I think he is a commie punk.
> "Something about him." He's an actor, that's the something about him. I mean a guy who works his craft, talks about it all the time, sacrifices for his audience by gaining or losing large amounts of weight to tackle roles few have the guts to even think about. When he did the "Down and Out in Beverly Hills" movie, he went weeks without bathing to get into character. I actually read that. He was seen wandering around in public looking lost and delusional. He was getting into character - in public. I read that even after the film was over he remained in character for some time. Not saying I believe everything I read about these fuckers, but I don't doubt it either. But the way you said you didn't trust him made me laugh. I saw it as more of a personal thing, like the guy is following you. Like you go to see one of his movies - not because he's in it, you just happen to be there - and at some point for some reason you feel compelled to turn around in your theater seat, and you do, and there he is, Nolte sitting right behind you, gazing hypnotically into the back of your skull the whole time.
> Ever do that in school, stare at the back of someone's head to see if you could get them to turn around?

Only girls. It seemed to work. Or was it the sound of me jerking it?

> Only girls. It seemed to work. Or was it the sound of me jerking it?

I remember doing the stare at the back of the head thing a number of times and making them move. But yes, I am sure it involved unfair movements I never owned up to. I do remember at times flinching just a bit or moving my head just a tad to 'enforce' the stare down. So, on the basis of staring alone I cannot say for sure if I ever successfully made someone turn around, although I certainly remember trying. I never did it with girls. They scared me at the time. And later too, but not as much. But as I told you before, sure, sitting behind the girls I would jerk off getting a look at underarm side titties through the bra. But when I did the back of the head staredown it was always with a guy. Last thing I needed, even back then, maybe especially back then, was a girl yelling for all prospective heroes to hear, "He's staring at me against my will. He is "ogling without permission", as the heroes rise up as one to come to her aid. But yes, I did jerk off in the classroom, hands free with a wild and urgent energy force of burgeoning hormones and concentration combined.

What is the sound of one hand jerking off?

On Sunday, October 17, 2021 at 9:02:04 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > Only girls. It seemed to work. Or was it the sound of me jerking it?
> I remember doing the stare at the back of the head thing a number of times and making them move. But yes, I am sure it involved unfair movements I never owned up to. I do remember at times flinching just a bit or moving my head just a tad to 'enforce' the stare down. So, on the basis of staring alone I cannot say for sure if I ever successfully made someone turn around, although I certainly remember trying. I never did it with girls. They scared me at the time. And later too, but not as much. But as I told you before, sure, sitting behind the girls I would jerk off getting a look at underarm side titties through the bra. But when I did the back of the head staredown it was always with a guy. Last thing I needed, even back then, maybe especially back then, was a girl yelling for all prospective heroes to hear, "He's staring at me against my will. He is "ogling without permission", as the heroes rise up as one to come to her aid. But yes, I did jerk off in the classroom, hands free with a wild and urgent energy force of burgeoning hormones and concentration combined.
>
> What is the sound of one hand jerking off?

Ehen I was in grade school I was the cool one. Always in trouble because I could talk shit. Girls liked me but I was still pre pube. Ah to be there now...

> Ehen I was in grade school I was the cool one. Always in trouble because I could talk shit. Girls liked me but I was still pre pube. Ah to be there now...

I have few memories of grade school except for the final bit of the 6th grade in Allentown. All my other grade school years were in the orphanage or the projects of Yonkers NY, and I swear I can't remember the name of a single student or teacher from those days. Wherever I was, I wanted to be somewhere else. I think that's why I didn't absorb too many memories other than those forced so deeply into my brain I can't forget them to this day. Anyway, I was kind of quiet in grade school, although now that I think about it I do remember a kid from the 5th grade in Yonkers, a black kid I got along with from another nearby project. He is the one who taught me how to peel my eyelids back and keep them that way over the eyes. But I don't remember his name. It was not till Junior High when I was living in Allentown at last that I began to remember people's names, and even then was not too heavily into any other than staring at the clock and wishing the bell would ring.

On Monday, October 18, 2021 at 11:44:00 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > Ehen I was in grade school I was the cool one. Always in trouble because I could talk shit. Girls liked me but I was still pre pube. Ah to be there now...
> I have few memories of grade school except for the final bit of the 6th grade in Allentown. All my other grade school years were in the orphanage or the projects of Yonkers NY, and I swear I can't remember the name of a single student or teacher from those days. Wherever I was, I wanted to be somewhere else. I think that's why I didn't absorb too many memories other than those forced so deeply into my brain I can't forget them to this day. Anyway, I was kind of quiet in grade school, although now that I think about it I do remember a kid from the 5th grade in Yonkers, a black kid I got along with from another nearby project. He is the one who taught me how to peel my eyelids back and keep them that way over the eyes. But I don't remember his name. It was not till Junior High when I was living in Allentown at last that I began to remember people's names, and even then was not too heavily into any other than staring at the clock and wishing the bell would ring.

That kid was Colin Powell. You need to write a book about it.

> That kid was Colin Powell. You need to write a book about it.

I got along pretty good with most of the black kids. I liked in a mostly black project. But Yonkers had plenty of projects - some worse than others. It was a place to stay and I was young and didn't see a lot of shit that was probably going on. Plus I was white, I had escape routes, other places to run to, like back to my grandparents in PA. Anyway, in the orphanage I never saw a black kid, not that I recall, and am not sure I even knew what a Negro was till I went to New York at age 10 straight out of the orphanage to live with my mother in the projects. I'm not pulling a Skyving, just the truth - I got along better with some of those black kids than the white ones. Probably because we didn't know each other well enough to get on each other's backs. I had to deal mostly with the whites in the projects, some of them cousins on my mother's side. I did not care for them as a rule. But looking back, as with all things from the past - I am glad I was there and went through everything I went through in life for the simple reason that it's my life - the most important life in the world today.

On Friday, October 22, 2021 at 8:35:43 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > That kid was Colin Powell. You need to write a book about it.
> I got along pretty good with most of the black kids. I liked in a mostly black project. But Yonkers had plenty of projects - some worse than others. It was a place to stay and I was young and didn't see a lot of shit that was probably going on. Plus I was white, I had escape routes, other places to run to, like back to my grandparents in PA. Anyway, in the orphanage I never saw a black kid, not that I recall, and am not sure I even knew what a Negro was till I went to New York at age 10 straight out of the orphanage to live with my mother in the projects. I'm not pulling a Skyving, just the truth - I got along better with some of those black kids than the white ones. Probably because we didn't know each other well enough to get on each other's backs. I had to deal mostly with the whites in the projects, some of them cousins on my mother's side. I did not care for them as a rule. But looking back, as with all things from the past - I am glad I was there and went through everything I went through in life for the simple reason that it's my life - the most important life in the world today.

Kids have little say in their lives. And they take a lot of abuse before they will strike back. But they are a ticking time bomb. Be careful.

> Kids have little say in their lives. And they take a lot of abuse before they will strike back. But they are a ticking time bomb. Be careful.

LOL. I would love to hear this delivered seriously on TV. Timing is important. Lots of pauses between short sentences. "Be careful" is always good.. Sure, I like kids too (pause), but let's face it, they are ticking time bombs. Be careful." Love it. But to be fair, always remember that even the wildest mass killer had a mother just like you did. He was just a kid - a kid trapped in an old man body - too weak to kill but aching to do it, working hard and saving money all his life to pay someone else to mass kill for him. I'm sure this could be done. Pay someone to kill a bunch of people and supply them with the weapons. And they never see your face. They can't ID or trace you. When the show the mass gundowns on TV your face beams with pride as you announce to all who will listen, "There I am, people - that's me - that's my game."

On Saturday, October 23, 2021 at 4:10:34 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > Kids have little say in their lives. And they take a lot of abuse before they will strike back. But they are a ticking time bomb. Be careful.
> LOL. I would love to hear this delivered seriously on TV. Timing is important. Lots of pauses between short sentences. "Be careful" is always good. Sure, I like kids too (pause), but let's face it, they are ticking time bombs. Be careful." Love it. But to be fair, always remember that even the wildest mass killer had a mother just like you did. He was just a kid - a kid trapped in an old man body - too weak to kill but aching to do it, working hard and saving money all his life to pay someone else to mass kill for him.. I'm sure this could be done. Pay someone to kill a bunch of people and supply them with the weapons. And they never see your face. They can't ID or trace you. When the show the mass gundowns on TV your face beams with pride as you announce to all who will listen, "There I am, people - that's me - that's my game."

I have read about kids killing their parents. So I keep an eye out for it. May need to pre empt an attack. Alec Baldwin knows this.

> I have read about kids killing their parents. So I keep an eye out for it.. May need to pre empt an attack. Alec Baldwin knows this.

Love getting this news late, absolutely love it. I did not hear or see about it till today when I came home with the paper and went through it to build my small magazine while taking a shit. The article about Baldwin was small and short, probably took up far less space than when it first came out, especially on the internet where most idiots flock at feeding time. Couldn't have been all that big a deal as short as the article is. But I tore out the page and will read it later. I love absorbing this stuff in an unhurried raccoon of serenity. Sometimes the news is a letdown, especially if the headline indicates otherwise. But even then, so what - toss it in the garbage. That's my news for the day.

> I have read about kids killing their parents. So I keep an eye out for it.. May need to pre empt an attack. Alec Baldwin knows this.

I think a lot of adopted kids are ungrateful, always complaining about not getting to know their real parents like other kids in the neighborhood who probably go to bed every night wishing their parents would die. Not sure I entirely trust adults who adopt a bunch of kids. Especially an intentionally integrated family with every race and ethnicity under the sun - like running a zoo, or more appropriately a game preserve. I'm not saying it's right or ought to be legal - although I would if I felt like it - but I think it's normal for some parents and kids to want each other dead. People like to act all shocked about it. But in some ways I'm surprised it doesn't happen more often. Probably does in areas where disappearances can't be so easily traced.

On Monday, October 25, 2021 at 8:57:54 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > I have read about kids killing their parents. So I keep an eye out for it. May need to pre empt an attack. Alec Baldwin knows this.
> I think a lot of adopted kids are ungrateful, always complaining about not getting to know their real parents like other kids in the neighborhood who probably go to bed every night wishing their parents would die. Not sure I entirely trust adults who adopt a bunch of kids. Especially an intentionally integrated family with every race and ethnicity under the sun - like running a zoo, or more appropriately a game preserve. I'm not saying it's right or ought to be legal - although I would if I felt like it - but I think it's normal for some parents and kids to want each other dead. People like to act all shocked about it. But in some ways I'm surprised it doesn't happen more often. Probably does in areas where disappearances can't be so easily traced.

If there was no sex would there be any kids? This is the question. All children are a result of sex. So that tells you a lot right there.

On 10/25/2021 9:54 PM, OllieNorthie@aol.com wrote:
> On Monday, October 25, 2021 at 8:57:54 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
>>> I have read about kids killing their parents. So I keep an eye out for it. May need to pre empt an attack. Alec Baldwin knows this.
>> I think a lot of adopted kids are ungrateful, always complaining about not getting to know their real parents like other kids in the neighborhood who probably go to bed every night wishing their parents would die. Not sure I entirely trust adults who adopt a bunch of kids. Especially an intentionally integrated family with every race and ethnicity under the sun - like running a zoo, or more appropriately a game preserve. I'm not saying it's right or ought to be legal - although I would if I felt like it - but I think it's normal for some parents and kids to want each other dead. People like to act all shocked about it. But in some ways I'm surprised it doesn't happen more often. Probably does in areas where disappearances can't be so easily traced.
>
>
> If there was no sex would there be any kids? This is the question. All children are a result of sex. So that tells you a lot right there.
>

My parents had fifteen of us; only one set of twins. That's a whole lot
of humping. I've always been curious how they found the time and privacy
to have sex, what with all the people who were always running around our
apartment. Perhaps on the fire escape?

> If there was no sex would there be any kids? This is the question. All children are a result of sex. So that tells you a lot right there.

Aside from digging for good and self defense, I wonder if the evolution of the human hand is in some way related to the urge to jerk off - an urge developed by our planet's more complex creatures, chief among them humans - to jerk off not only out of need and for pleasure, but to beat God at his own game. We know without the sex urge people would never have children, so we created jerking off as an alternative. Over time, for some people, especially the overly intelligent ones, the alternative proved more valuable than the original. How about people who want kids but can't have them because something's lacking somewhere. It seems these people want kids more than anyone. So with most it's a competition thing. Especially with women. They see a girl their age have a kid and they get jealous. They want one too.. What happens next is up to chance, sort of like buying a cute puppy and having to deal with whatever it becoming an adult. So I wonder, these people who can't have kids - maybe they don't really want them as bad as it seems. Maybe they only want them because they can't have them. Bastards!

> My parents had fifteen of us; only one set of twins. That's a whole lot
> of humping. I've always been curious how they found the time and privacy
> to have sex, what with all the people who were always running around our
> apartment. Perhaps on the fire escape?

Aside from not taking birth control measures it's probably instinctual for some people - poor, or clannish, or whatever- to want more kids for self preservation purposes including self defense, like building an army almost. Who knows, if you have enough of them one might turn out to be something special. Or one might turn out to be a mass murderer. Or maybe even more than one. Maybe an entire family. Something to do with the genes. The parents never killed or even had the urge. But together they produce something they could never be themselves - their children - all of whom are born with the urge to commit mass murder. Imagine different families having different genetic qualities that way - like one family where kids in one family are born to be priests without prompting from the parents or anyone else, and another family has kids that grow up wanting to be scientists, again without outside interference.

"Johnny, now if I told you once I told you a hundred times, stay away from that family over there - they're killers, all of them. Don't go near them again or it'll be the beating of your life."

On Tuesday, October 26, 2021 at 5:55:06 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > My parents had fifteen of us; only one set of twins. That's a whole lot
> > of humping. I've always been curious how they found the time and privacy
> > to have sex, what with all the people who were always running around our
> > apartment. Perhaps on the fire escape?
> Aside from not taking birth control measures it's probably instinctual for some people - poor, or clannish, or whatever- to want more kids for self preservation purposes including self defense, like building an army almost. Who knows, if you have enough of them one might turn out to be something special. Or one might turn out to be a mass murderer. Or maybe even more than one. Maybe an entire family. Something to do with the genes. The parents never killed or even had the urge. But together they produce something they could never be themselves - their children - all of whom are born with the urge to commit mass murder. Imagine different families having different genetic qualities that way - like one family where kids in one family are born to be priests without prompting from the parents or anyone else, and another family has kids that grow up wanting to be scientists, again without outside interference.
>
> "Johnny, now if I told you once I told you a hundred times, stay away from that family over there - they're killers, all of them. Don't go near them again or it'll be the beating of your life."

wonder why rich people have less kids? Even in the old days. They were probablly giving them to poor people.

> wonder why rich people have less kids? Even in the old days. They were probablly giving them to poor people.

Give them away to Negroes at a young age, then demand them back after they have assimilated the Negro ways. Now you can take your kid around to different movie studios where he is presented as the first naturally black White kid in the USA.

On Wednesday, October 27, 2021 at 9:08:56 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > wonder why rich people have less kids? Even in the old days. They were probablly giving them to poor people.
> Give them away to Negroes at a young age, then demand them back after they have assimilated the Negro ways. Now you can take your kid around to different movie studios where he is presented as the first naturally black White kid in the USA.

I hear proof of negro testing is extensive. May include fucking a fat white woman.

> Give them away to Negroes at a young age, then demand them back after they have assimilated the Negro ways. Now you can take your kid around to different movie studios where he is presented as the first naturally black White kid in the USA.

> I hear proof of negro testing is extensive. May include fucking a fat white woman.

Oh don't worry, I'm privy to the experiments thanks to Mr. Shit who was appointed head of the NTP from the start. Negro Testing Program. Fucking a white woman has been considered and is likely to pass the final vote. There are 100 scientists working on the case. Some really advanced stuff going down out there. Or should I say 'in here'. They're working on implanting certain racial stereotypes in people. Not just Blacks, Whites too. For example, a White kid is raised well by his parents, attends the best schools, learns the King's English, everything proper and above board - yet his accent is ghetto Negro. And he can't shake it because it was implanted in him before he came from the womb. All sorts of oddball yet exciting and likely beneficial experiments going down today for a better world tomorrow.

Is there a way we can change the title of this thread? I know the topics have veered in all directions, only to now just recently come back to the Negro. But here's the thing. The other day I was at the library when a young Negro looked over my shoulder and asked me how to get the Google program started up. I was just clicking into the newsgroup and this thread was at the top of the board, plain as day. I know the Negro saw it, at least the two key words - Negroes and Apes. I can see nothing but trouble coming from that title. I am for total free speech - nigger, spic, chink, you name it. But to boldly advertise it so Negro strangers can see it - I don't know, that's kind of chancy, wouldn't you say.

Change it now. Change Negro to Nigra.

On Friday, October 29, 2021 at 4:58:58 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> Is there a way we can change the title of this thread? I know the topics have veered in all directions, only to now just recently come back to the Negro. But here's the thing. The other day I was at the library when a young Negro looked over my shoulder and asked me how to get the Google program started up. I was just clicking into the newsgroup and this thread was at the top of the board, plain as day. I know the Negro saw it, at least the two key words - Negroes and Apes. I can see nothing but trouble coming from that title. I am for total free speech - nigger, spic, chink, you name it. But to boldly advertise it so Negro strangers can see it - I don't know, that's kind of chancy, wouldn't you say.
>
> Change it now. Change Negro to Nigra.

Two funny posts in a row. LOL@NTP

I am a secret negro racist. I do not hate them. Being a racist has nothing to do with hate. I generally hate people better than me so the negro is off that list.

> I am a secret negro racist. I do not hate them. Being a racist has nothing to do with hate. I generally hate people better than me so the negro is off that list.

What a great defense that would be in court on a Negro killing charge. "Nope, wasn't me Your Honor - and it wasn't hate either because I only hate people who are better than me, so the Negro is off that list - can't you understand that?"

"Do you hate me?", replies the Judge. "I mean, I am better than you, aren't I?"

"I'm not sure, Your Honor - but at the moment I feel no hate for you. Actually I hate no one. I am incapable of it. I am not capable of murder. Why was I arrested and why are we here taking up the court's precious time? I'm sick of it. This shit makes me want to kill. But I don't hate it, it just bugs me a little bit, that's all."

On Sunday, October 31, 2021 at 8:24:49 PM UTC-4, jazee...@gmail.com wrote:
> > I am a secret negro racist. I do not hate them. Being a racist has nothing to do with hate. I generally hate people better than me so the negro is off that list.
> What a great defense that would be in court on a Negro killing charge. "Nope, wasn't me Your Honor - and it wasn't hate either because I only hate people who are better than me, so the Negro is off that list - can't you understand that?"
>
> "Do you hate me?", replies the Judge. "I mean, I am better than you, aren't I?"
>
> "I'm not sure, Your Honor - but at the moment I feel no hate for you. Actually I hate no one. I am incapable of it. I am not capable of murder. Why was I arrested and why are we here taking up the court's precious time? I'm sick of it. This shit makes me want to kill. But I don't hate it, it just bugs me a little bit, that's all."

Jesus pulled similar tactic at his trial. Did not work for him.