It's late Wednesday evening (after 8:30 PM) as I type this, so bear with me a moment as a good bit of this has "evaporated" since this morning, but:

My mother is going in to have a displaced fracture of her upper left humerus surgically repaired tomorrow morning, so I felt it prudent to get this posted now, before I forget.

One of the dream scenes involves the dreamer making a remark to "Helen" as if to my older brother's current wife, "M" (who uses a peculiar yet not totally uncommon nickname in place of her real name.) The remark had the "feel" within the dream of the dreamer having mistakenly referred to "M" as "Helen" even though the dreamer felt within the dream that *both* of these particular females had the same name. It was the most unusual feeling, being within a dream, feeling one had mistakenly used one "Helen" to refer to another "Helen" even though, in real life, there is only *one* "Helen" and *one* "M".

The next scene was even more unusual, as the dreamer *thought* (he?) was inadvertently looking into a bedroom where a male and female were in the missionary position, so the dreamer "averted his gaze" for a moment, *thinking* it was his brother and "Helen" ("M") although it *could* have been a scene from my *early* 30s when the real Helen and I conceived my son, Charles.

When the dreamer looked back to see if they were finished, the male was "withdrawing" *from* the female. That was a clear, undeniable "view," and the dream ended.

It was only after I awoke that it later occurred to me that *could* have been a view of my *own* conception, back in October of 1960. After all, my dad at age 30 would've looked pretty much like either my brother OR myself at that same age. Rather than give this a typical "clarity" rating, due to the confusion of the opening misunderstanding and the "R" and "X" rated nature of the end scenes, I'll just leave it as it is.